Clueless

 

Maze of unanswerd questions..
assumptions, evaluations..
clogging my muddled mind
.
Was I mistaken?
or Were you?
What went wrong?
Was anything ever right at all?
.
searching the answers
amidst polluted surroundings..
biased opinions...
.
I may never find the answer,
Questions never cease to exist.
.
Paranoid of future
I lay,
closed in a dark cubicle,
depressed and lifeless..
to be lit by a ray of hope!
.
To be cherished,
kissed..
To shine like a queen
in the kingdom of praise.
.
In a fantasy world
I live, laugh, and
exhaust my existence...
In delusions
I mingle, merge and collapse.
.
Thoughts dwindling as pointless nothing
to become pointless nothing...